Dear Moon, I am Taurus with Pisces Moon. He is Cancer with Cancer Moon. We have been married for 11 years. About 5 yrs. ago I found out he was cheating with more than one woman but he had a main one. He has never admitted it although he knows I know because I confronted him. I tried to forgive, didn't keep bringing it up after the big fight but I was devastated. His conduct improved, not staying out late etc. Then last year I found out he was with a woman at a bar buying her drinks, acting like he was trying to get with her if ya know what I mean.
Well this tore it for me. I told him it was over and I mean it. Problem is, I don't have a job or any money. I live in FL . No jobs to be had anywhere. I've also invested about 17 yrs in this relationship.
Also, I found out he keeps a lot of secrets. Apparently he presents himself as single person when away from home - never takes me anywhere his friends are. Like I don't exist. Is this something that Cancer men do? If so I hope I never meet another one. I feel that I was the only one in this relationship for a long time. He treats me fairly well. I don't do without much. Also he has never really wanted me to work outside the home but up untill the last few years I always have. Is this man just a narcissist? Sometimes I think so. I'v tried to figure this thing out but no luck. As far as my feelings? Well I just feel stuck. But I think he knows that this time he really blew it and that I don't love him anymore. I simply don't care what he does anymore because he can't hurt me anymore than he already has. Oh yes he lies about money too.
What do you think? pbcup(I have a thing for chocolate too)