Hey RC! When I said I saw you in under the wave, I didn't get that you were going to crash into the wave. I felt that you were safe and watching all that was going around you, but staying detached from it. Learning by watching and observing.
Also, when I say expect the very best for yourself, I mean just that!!! Don't just EXPECT the very best , BELIEVE AND KNOW that you are worthy. You are a child of the Divine are you not? Why should you not deserve?
And as far as the person standing with you; I feel it will come from a family member that you don't think would be there for you.
If you want to read about the chakras, a good book to get is by Sonia Choquette and it is called "True Balance". Your chakras are your energy centers and are related to organs in your body and your physical and mental and spiritual aspects. The first three are your lower chakras in the lower half of the body and pertain to your everyday stuff, ie jobs, stability, your foundation in life, material stuff, emotions, willpower and ego. The upper four are more about spiritual stuff . Check it out! Peace, Trish