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Thanks Virgo1985
He is 2 years younger than me. And kind of childish. He really is the knight of wands, only a lot more emotional I think.
Anyway, yes, I do have a feeling as if I'm losing him. But then we talk, and I realize, he's afraid that he's losing me, so he's acting distant and hurt.
..."and his nine of wands seems to me there is something he hast to do before he can be with you, he is worn defeated, the 9 of wands seems to mean, he wants to put in one last effor."
Sorry, what do you mean by "worn defeated?"