I am a Gemini man deeply in love with a Virgo Woman..We have been talking for about 7 months and we work together which is how we met..we started seeing each other in March and we moved in together around the end of April..I know...that was way to fast no need to tell me that lol...anyways,everything was great in the beginning and and over the past 2 weeks she just seems to have clammed up...she acts happy everywhere else ..even at work..but once we get home she clams up....long story short I moved out this past Monday and she told me she still wanted us but that she seemed crowded and smothered...I gave her her wish and left.
Don't get me wrong it hurt because I put everything I have into her..so Tuesday as she left work she called me and told me to meet her at the bank...so I did...she gave me a kiss goodbye as we were leaving the bank and told me she loves me and we would get thru this together...Tuesday night she messages me and says she guess's there is no more me and her for now...that she just needed to find herself get her seperation custody of her kids ect ect...which floored me that someone's choices could change that quick...so anyways it's been a week and I've been over there twice to get my belongings out of the house...both times she has hugged me and told me she loves me...but yet once I am at home she says nothing to me online...doesn't ring my phone ..and goes on like nothing we were not even together..taking pictures..posting them on her myspace and just her happy go lucky self...well needless to say tomorrow is my birthday and we were supposed to go on a weekend vacation which isn't happening now obviously..
I just got back from her house and while I was there I asked her if she had made a decision on spending atleast Saturday together she told me she hadn't....I then asked her if deep in her heart if she thought we would be together again down the road and she said yes...I'm confused on what to do...I'm deeply inlove with her and her two kids ...Do I wait until she gets things strait and see what happens? or do I move on and try to completely let her go??
or am I holding onto an Endless dream and living my own fantasy of what I want to happen?
Maybe I was trying to hard and giving her to much attention and not enuff space but she had never had anyone in her life like me.. most of her past relationships were abusive..and she begged me to never change...but the little things she is doing with the new pics..moving me down the list on her myspace..not saying a word to me..makes me feel like she just got bored but I also wanna believe that she just needs time to think and straiten herself out...I'm beating myself up over the situation and I really don't know what to do and not knowing if I'm gonna get to spend tomorrow with her really bothers me..