This has been the hardest month of my life, I feel like I've been beaten down to the ground and every time I try to get up I get another blow. I realize that this might sound overly dramatic, but I can't describe it any other way. It's been one thing after another everyone in my family has health issues between all of us combined we have two to three doctors' appointments a day, and that not counting hospital stays. I'm emotionally exhausted and very scared.
On top of that a guy I have been seeing for a year decided to break off the relationship when I need him the most. He's a good person, I could never say anything bad about him, and I'm grateful for the relationship we had. He became distant and cold in the past few weeks. But I'm very confused by what he was saying, he said that he has no time to put into relationship right now that he's very busy. At the same time however, he asked me if he could call me and come by to see me. To farther entangle things, I also have been helping him with his business and continue do so at this point, so we do have some contact.
At this point I am very lost, there is so much that needs to be done that I don't know what to do first. I have millions of thoughts buzzing through my mind and I can't concentrate. If anyone be so kind as to help me identify a direction I should follow to get ahead in my financial situation so I would be in better position to help my family as well as my personal life. I realize that to get ahead you have to put yourself out there and make yourself seen, the reality of my situation at present does not allow for too much free time. I was wondering if it was possible to narrow my focus in a more manageable way?
My DOB is 8/4/74
Don't know if it's needed he's DOB is 5/20/77
I will be eternally grateful for any help and guidance.
Thank you in advance for your time and energy.