Maybe its manifestdreams friend but it sounds just like my ex-husband that we cut down from the noose , last year . All the other things are correct too . From what Im seeing is that it is too common for folks to kill themselves .

" at the end end of my rope " ... Sad choice of words . I feel for you , been there . Family history of secrets , pain and torment . In the hands of Dennis Rader in '74 . Mom O.D.ing every week on meds needed , no heat , water or food . Saved 2 boys from being beat to death at the skatepark . Couple dozen funerals in the last 10 years . Married to the fathers of my children for a total of 30 years ( 20 & 10 ) . Buried both lately , only 6 months apart . Now I have a child suicidal , leaving me with their infant . You'd think my child would know better after seeing all I have been going thru . Especially when their half brother and I found his father hanging by a ROPE . Dont give up . Keep hope , faith and courage alive in your heart . God has shown me miracles , angels and the truth . I still dont know why I am chosen . Probably never will while Im here . That would be like someone giving me all the answers to a test . Blessings ...

Sometimes spirit will talk thru story , legends , dreams , insight to different dimensions . Being in touch with both Denver and Wichita , it seems only normal ( para } , lol . I live and have kin in both places . Been in Wichita and tributaries since the early 1870's. Researched alot of Indian haunts here . Nice to meet a fellow Wichitan and fellow Deborah ! Blessings in this New Year !

... and to imagine the injustice only a photo has , compared to the awe of the moment ...

• gods graced us with his beauty *