I do feel for ya and yes you are probably just having a bad day. We ll have them. You know we all go through life with all the ups and downs and in some way I'm glad I'm more to the end of of my life then the start..
I have live with the same man for about 7 years now and yes the new has worn off and we just live day by day no big sparks and hardly any s ex but that s OK now at this point in life I have my spiritual beliefs and I do know that this life is just temporary and the good stuff is in the life after and that is where we all will have our peace not all be looking for love and soul mates and or pain and suffering will come to a end. So I wait till then cause as long as we are a live we will have grief and sorrow and life for the most part is such hard work. I do realize that for some its not to tuff at all and for others it has been horrible but for us that it has been tuffer I bleieve we are the stronger for our troubles and learned so much that in some small way I guess we can be grateful for the trials cause we learn so much.
The grass is NOT greener on the other side and I have lived that twice in my life thinking it was and it never was so I won't make that mistake again so I will settle and that's OK with me.
As for past lives I don't know what I think of that. I was to a physic about a year ago and she told me Im a old soul and that I have to come back here one more time and I will be some kind of spiritual teacher after that then I can stay in the spirit world, so who knows but I wish I could stay in the spirit world this time
. Don't get me wrong I don't mean to make it sound horrible my life is OK I don't have much but that is OK and I'm. healthy and my children are healthy and I hope happy for the most part and that's all that is important.
I find it interesting to read all these posts and life is like a box of chocolates you never know what your goin to get as Forrest Gump would say.
Keep up the conversations people I love to read them.
God bless he is our way and our light