Toto53 !! No, I do not live anywhere near you so we do not have to worry about dating the same man. lol
So here I am reading all of these posts and feeling very low at the moment...
My Cancer and I have been talking for 2 weeks since my last post I think. He got me all excited by telling me he moved back to town. He wanted to hang out last weekend. I agreed, however I he couldn't seem to make definite plans with me. When I asked him what night he wanted to see me he couldnt seem to give me a straight answer. He Said "hopefully Sunday". That bothered Me, but I brushed it off. Saturday night I asked him again. Then he tries to tell me that he doesnt know yet... and his parents came to town. It sounded like a bunch of BS to me.
So I basically took that as a no and made other plans... I was so angry that I didnt even care if I talked to him again... and I was not planning to. I hate waiting around for people. I do have a life to live and I'm tired of getting my feelings hurt.
While I was out on Sun night, my cancer starts texting me and blowing up my phone asking me to come hang out with him. I told him no and I was already out.. He couldnt seem to take No as an answer. He wanted to come get me from the bar I was at with my friends. He starts calling me.. We ended up talking. I was a bit intoxicated and told him that I didnt want to see him because I'd end up getting my feelings hurt again. Somehow he turned it me being in love with him. I cant remember all the words said, but Thats what he thinks now. He told me that he didnt even know that he has that kind of affect on me... He tried to apologize and told me that he missed me loved me too jokingly. It made me angry so I told him that my song was on and I had to go dance to it and hung up on him, then went back into the bar ..He once again started blowing up my phone with insults because I hung up on him. Nice to see some emotion for once.. lol
After the bar closed I called him back and he came and got me... We spent the night together and now here I am.. feeling hurt again. We parted on a good note... and he contacted me afterwards, but I still feel bad. Its been 4 days and he seems to have vanished.
After all this, I don't think I can do it anymore. These Cancer men seem like they are all the same!! My psychic told me that he needs more than I am willing to give. Which is true... I do not like having to chase a man. I will never do that.. Its just do strange to me because I feel that I can see right through him, but he has such a hard exterior. Whats wrong with being Real with yourself?
I know what we have is more than sex. I know it... I'm old enough to know and I'm not dellusional. I'm so over feeling like an idiot. I just think he's scared and doesn't know how to handle someone like myself. I cannot be confined and I think he knows that... Oh well! Sag and Cancer do not mesh well.. I will steer clear from now on.
Ps. Is it just me, or do Cancer men seem to make their decisions based off of one of those magic 8 ball thingys?