Well TruPisces7, I know exactly what you are feeling and going through. I'm going through the same thing and it hurts deeply. I was seeing a Cancer man for the past 4 yrs. But he keeps putting me on an emotional roller coaster ride and I had to get off the ride. It has been very difficult because I love him deeply. But his back and forth stuff and inability to be honest is to much to deal with anymore. I know that he will probably try to come back when he's done playing again but if I don't stop it, it will go on and on and it has gone on long enough. But it is hard to heal when the hurt is so deep. I've also tried dating other men but I can't seem to get him out of my mind and heart. I have decided that I need to give myself permission to grieve and hurt and take the time to heal. I do feel that in the long run I will be better off. I have spent many nights crying and devestated. And so I know how you feel. Sometimes it helps to know that you're not alone. I'm a Taurus.