@Totitoti How are you dear? Anonundertaker here. I accidently deleted my ac, blame my not working brain. How are you and your little angles doing inside your tummy? Hope everything is fine over there? Here situation is really bad, people are dying and I am really worried to death about lil Rick. Take care.
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@Selenite Ohh My God!! You are spot on. You don't even know how accurate you really are. My God !! My jaw just dropped reading your post. You just mentioned everything that is bothering our relationship. 
. Yes yes there is lot of power struggle. I have a masculine fiery nature that scares people away specially males. My husband is very manly too and he wants me to be feminine, I try but I can't because of my nature and I blame it on my Aries moon Damn!! He is a very ambitious person which I hate sometimes. I feel sometimes he is cold that's why I fear to express my feelings or may be due to my past failed relationships I fear to open up and be vulnerable to him. I know this is wrong but I think like a man Ughh!!.
Another problem with me is I never forgive nor forget ,which makes everything much more complicated . You are right.He calls me serious granny
. And yes we have a 11 month old son .He loves his son and he wanted him to be like him lol.
I am sexually passionate but not high 
, may be he wants more but fears to express.
I am impulsive yes and it has done more harm than good to me, I have lost friends and dear ones due to my impulse and action. I am very direct in my ways, no sugar coating here. He knows I care about him alot and he is very understanding about my mental state but still I get angry on him without any valid reason. Is that makes me a bad person? I dunno. Damn !! You've just showed me the mirror and I will have to
re-evaluate my own actions and words I throw at him. I am a very sensitive person and I take everything to my heart and then get hurt. But at the same time I am very honest and caring but I really need to work on myself.
Thank you so much for opening my eyes dear. You have done a huge favour. I will keep all the points in my mind . You are a great Tarot reader.
Thank you
@Totitoti Hope this thing Ends soon. I am not going out, infact I havent been outside since last month. Feeling depressed and angry at the same time. I have stocked up food and supplies lol.
U take care of yourself and the babies.
@Totitoti Taurus is very gentle lol, he never mentions sex directly but tries to turn me on inderctly. No Thank you. I am already f*** up inside my brain. Hormones have f*** me already and I am not going anywhere near that D***k for some time now. Taurus is all over my @$$ 24/7 . He is like whoah we really have a baby now .He just cant believe it. He cooks and takes care of the house now. He is working from home and I am loving it.Yes your friends are right about getting disgusted by sex
. I am not doing it, nope.
I have gained weight while rick was inside and have remained the same after I popped him out. Yes I look like a mini hippo now. My breasts are like watermelon. Its been 5 months and havent got my period yet and I have become Bald. Ughh the sleepless nights and body aches. My vay jay is traumatized. I seriously look like walking dead. 
@Totitoti I had a thought last night that you are going to have a boy and a gurl 
and it came true.I am not lying. It was like someone told me in my sleep.
I am very happy to hear about the babies . Thank you God. I was a bit worried about you.
Yes lockdown is over but I am still not going out LOL.I am actually scared. Baby rick hangs all night on my tatas
.He has chubby cheeks rosy feet and hands. He is going to eat solid food from nxt month. Time flies.
Stay safe. Lots of love to you and your angels.
@Totitoti How are you dear? How are my angels doing? Tc
@Totitoti LOL yourr virgo seems super excited , amd yes men and their D****ks lol, they associate everything with it
Awww pregnancy has made you a bit softer I guess
"walking trailer for two lazy tourists" hahahaha omg ROTFL.
SOFIYA is a lovely name awww my God. Cant making up minds while selecting names lol I remember how me and Taurus were arguing while selecting name for Rick.
My mom calls him Ryan though and I love it
Are you having home birth???
@Jayann Sofiya is indeed a lovely name and I know you love our convo
.
My house is for now looks llike a mini medical store with masks, sanitizers, face shield, room sanitizer everywhere and I am now planning on buying PPE kits lol , I dunno if they are available for domestic use . I am going crazy I know but this hand washing is now a good obsession.
Child birth + hormones + fear of virus has turned me into a "NUT CASE".
Rick is a good boy and he has started blabbering pa pa pa... I am so jealous as he is not saying ma ma ma .All the hassle and pain taken by mama but papa took all the credit.
Stay safe and yes I know Covid19 will be back with more power nxt winter. God help us. 
@Totitoti I am a bit worried about you dear .Will there be midwife,nurse or doctor to assist you at home? Actually I am scared of home birth myself and I was on epidural before Rick was born .Taurus was insisting on C-section because he was scared that I'll not be able to bear the pain of natural birth and thats why we opted for Epidural as the pain almost gave me heart attack. Taurus was really scared I can tell. I know many women will not opt for epidural because of the side effects afterwards but I was in so much pain and Taurus got scared so he convienced me for this option. Ughhh my vay jay is still sore though.
Awww my love to Sofiya and Saif. God bless you my angels.
@Totitoti Another pair of twins right now ? Good Lord I dunno whether to laugh or to cry on Virgo's statement My God.
I am glad that you are going for a hospital birth, it's much safer. Only 3 months to go . Your belly will grow in your 3rd trimester and you'll feel the heaviness in your pelvic area. This is the time when you will need much rest.
Rick is sleeping beside me right now munching on my nipple
@Totitoti Please don't worry about Premature twin births as its very common and NICU can take care of babies very well. We were planning on putting Rick in NICU after birth as he had mild jaundice but thankfully the doctor said that it will go away on its own so NICU was not needed. Gaining weight while pregnant is natural and healthy, its not just the weight of your body but the weight of your baby, placenta, amniotic fluid. I had gained 10 kgs and almost looked like a Hippo. Post birth I am my own size again.
Twin babies latching to your breasts aha it will be fun to watch. God bless your tatas.....
@drivenmad1234 You can find my story under the name of AnonUnder taker. Please read the whole forum pages, it will take lots of your time but it's worth it. It will be theraputic for your brain ,which is much needed right now.
We cancerians have a very bad habbit of looking in to things through rose tinted glasses as we are hardcore Romantics LOL.
I dont need to personally know your virgo to analyse his character you know why? because all the ladies on this forum have faced the same outcome except Totitoti ((who is currently married to a virgo after a long rollercoster ride LOL. Read her story too, She has met the right virgo to get married with and now she is going to have babies soon
)).
This forum is all about the shitty virgos who made women strung along. Read it and you'll find similar stories to your surprise.
You've done the right thing by blocking him completely.More power to you. Dont ever let any one play with your brain and your heart as it is very very damaging in long run. Do yourself a favour dear and Never look back.
A man (virgo or not) who loves you will never play games ,infact he will do anything for you to be close to you.
HE WILL NEVER HURT YOU .
Take care
@Jayann I completely agree but there is a difference. If a man loves a women he will do anything not to hurt her on purpose but to protect her from every hurt. Even when they fight(every couple fights) he will have open communication about it.
Playing mind games is what I am talking about which is completely unacceptable.
@Totitoti Awwwww my God , God bless the angels. I am so happy. .Ohh that feeling...
Scorpios never forget and so does cancers. Both the signs are passionate and vengeful. I have not forgot what my ex did to me and I will seek revenge in our old age. I will make him pay. 
@Totitoti Muah muahh Thanks alot my dear totitoti. This year birthday was boring due to covid.
Hope all of you are doing well gurls! Tc.
@Totitoti Rofl almost choked while reading your comment.
This CORONA has spread everywhere. It's now in our neighbourhood. Taurus's office has been shut down for 15 days as 5 of his colleagues are suffering from fever and one of them have tested positive for covid. I am really really worried . It's in the air now and it's for sure community spread. Now it has become impossible to identify who is carrying it. God help us.
I am really very sad right now as the world is facing such a horrible phase.
2020 is the year of Human Karma for sure. This virus will be at it's peak in next winter.
@Totitoti My symptoms are all gone so that's a relief .I am irritated and stressed all the time. Taurus and me always have open communication, there is no problem in there but We have both hurt each other with words so yeah there are still things we need to sort out.
On top of everything we are going through a legal battle of our
ancestral property which has been illegally occupied by our own relatives.
I'll keep you posted. Tc dear
@Totitoti Omg big boobs mommy. I know how men feel about big boobs. . If my depression comes back again I promise I will divorce Tauru's's ass.(fuk virgo for giving me depression)
We are going hot and heavy now though
