Thank you, I have talked it over with him. It was a very scary thing to do, but I know it was the right choise for me. We are closer than before, and getting closer every time we talk. He even wants me to stick around Monday night after work, and ride home with him insteed of my normal ride.
He apologized, and told me that she has been bugging him and keep asking him out for weeks, he was just pulling her chain and seeing that I was the one the put up the "just friends" bounders it didn't even cross he's mind that it would upset me. Then he begged me not to distent myself form him and told me that he really likes me as while. We both want a relationship where we can trust the other. We have talked that over alot in the last few months as just friend. I never understood why friends would talk in depth about hopes and dreams for romantic relationship in the future, but now I know why. As for what is making me fall, it is a very complated thing. I can be myself with him there has never been many unnurving moments, even counting the "I love you." thing with the other girl. He walked into my life as if he has always be there. He said that I did the samething. The more time I spend with him the wholer I fell, it's like just seeing him smile melts away the aches and pains of the past. Seeing him happy makes me happy and seeing him hurting makes me hurt.