Thank you for the reading and your reply.
I dont really understand why Ross would feel hurt or cheated as I was the one who he had left and has left twice before. If anything, I would be the one who has felt cheated and betrayed as he planned a future with me then left without a warning.
I am in the process of writing out the whole relationship in detail and posting it, maybe that will be more helpful in explaining.
The second card reading has a sad result for me but I can understanding if we're not meant to be.
Once again, Thank you very much for your reading, I really appreciate it