Posts made by Merkuri

Hello i am new and a Gemini as well. I intend to learn from everyone while i am here.

hi, i am new here. My experiences have been more like having visions more than predictions. I think having visions are more of a dream like state rather than an actual prediction. I would be thinking about something and then all of a sudden it is before me for a split second. I was told to be careful about what comes out of the mouth because it could come true. I have been to palm readers and psychics, but i left questioning everything that was done. I did not want to accept their prediction because i believe that every move that i make has an effect on the way my life progresses, and no one can predict your every move. I am always eager to listen as if i am being advised, not feeding so much into searching for truth behind it. I feel motivated to do better good or bad, If there was good news i feel accomplished if there was bad news i feel that i should be doing better. I feel good about being here and i hope to learn a lot more.

I am the proverbial procrastinator. Ever since i was a child i would have great expectations for myself and they always fall through. I have been having a really tough time for the last several years, and i know deep down procrastination is what's holding me back. I am trying to do better, because as i got older i was able to see that. People would describe me as bold, shy, it depends on my mood because i dance to the drum of my own beat. I enjoy taking both sides of any argument, however i feel the need to always be right. Is it because i know that i am right. See this is how i base everything. Right and Wrong. I always think about my connection with Libras. Everything has to be balanced for me in order to concentrate. And every thing seems out of order right about now. I don't think i am lazy because i am a hard worker. I am missing something and i don't know what it is. I am too easy to make decisions for people and make sense of it all for everyone else and feels like an idiot when i can't do it for myself. That is the duality i dislike in Gemini. I need to stick it through. I have a need for everything to be done immediately and i still do nothing. I don't know what is wrong maybe if i win the lotto i will be able to sort it all out.