How do you suppose I protect myself and my family?
For that is the only thing I worry about.
Thank you for the post,
That was a good observation about my friends negative energy. i hadnt thought of it that way.
I would love to go to a reiki master, vut i dont think i have the capaility to do that for a while! Hope to hear from you again soon!
I do not do many different excersizes, i dont even do spiritual exercises at all...
Ive taken Yoga and when this happened I was only stretching and breathing in a normal manner.
All of my life I have lived as a Pisces...
many Pisces traits explain me perfectly...
my birthday is March 20th, the Day of the Cusp between Pisces and Aries...
I have Obviously picked up mostly Pisces traits but my birthchart, i reciently discovered, reads:
the reason I am saying this, though it still have no relevence, is because I noticed He and I have some similar signs...
the other day... no mores than 5 days ago... I went through an event where I transferred some thoughts to a few people who were close to me...
Completely By Accident...
but I believe it was because these are the important people in my life and I felt strong feeling for them...
that sounds some what similar to what you believe could be hapening with him..
or quite possibly you were having an experience like mine and mixed up some pychic experience you were having about him, with one that was warning you about yourself...
because in my experience I not only connected with them, learning about feelings they were going through, but a lot about myself,. And in my case a lot of those feelings were jumbled together. It took a lot of observing to set them apart.
But I do believe he could send you messages if his feelings for you are as stronge as you feel they are...
and so my conclusion is that
I AGREE with BLUE,
you should talk to Tom about it... in as sensitve of a way as you feel comfortabe to...
Im glad That things are good in your marriage LeoScorpian...
Your name suites you! I can feel it by the way that you say things~!
Youre absolutly correct about everything. Im very young... I feel sometimes like I dont know anything... But hearing someone who has gone through somethings makes me see my progress and growth, especially in relationships.
Man that made me feel good that I could help!
Good luck, you know what youre doin, and take it easy...
Just take it easy
THANK YOU KPRMMT.
That ment a Lot to me!
First off I wanted to say that I am only 20 years old. There os a lot I know and dont fully understand about this wold and our lives... But I am trying to learn, rather slowly it feels at times, but without fail.
I try to learn a lot of things that those around me dont seem to think are important... Or dont even think about at all.
Thats why I feel crazy sometimes...
Why do I think and feel things others dont? (retoricle question)
To the girls above, Nobody thinks anyone is trying to recruite anyone... atleast I do not and I think I am the one asking for information here, so No Worries!
All my gabbing about Dying and BlaBlaBla... It is not to seem naive or foolish,
It just might be that some of you have never been through this experience.
Ive recognized the power of it and the effects it has on other...
I realized that energy is bendable and that many MANY people have used it incorrectly, Both intentionally and Un. So this is why I speak about these possibilities.
I guess it is because I understant that this energy is a
and it is the same energy that is used by everyone else in the world...
... ... ... ... ... ...
At least I think.
and it can be used for good and for bad, Some can handle it and others cant...
It was just strange to me that I tapped into it So strongly that it made me fear I might not be able to control it or myself.
Does anyone understand that?
Well, all of you who have left me advice and other information have been very kind and considerate.
I am Very appreciative! I would much enjoy it if you all came back and checked up on me.
If You Aren't SICK OF ME yet!
I may not have much of anything Interesting to tell any of you about for a while, since I will be finding myself for a bit before I try to use this "lifeforce."
But I am a Girl with a Lot of questions,
I can use a good few I can come and talk to whom try to understand me.
You all are very Good people! Thank you for Everything!
Dear Midor and All:
My new Update...
Well, I was afraid but I spoke to the few friends whom I also had thoughts about that night,
Both of them had strange feelings or events happen to them at the same time as I was meditating that night. My friends Danielle had Feelings that were what she considered Horrible repeating thoughts. "She felt that Her brain was working Too hard and she needed to stop thinking altogether. She was one person I felt I needed to "heal,"
Another friend, Kearra, didnt know she related to my special event until I told her how I was repeating the word "INTERESTING" over and over about all the thoughts and feelings and things I was seeing. She then told me that her boyfriend was trippin out on her because she kept saying things were INTERESTING and they didnt understand why. He says she never using that word. We all experienced this between 12 and 130 am.
We then began lookin up somethings and read some stuff about Latihan and Kundalini energy.
We found some information that was mostly possitive but it said somethings about people who didnt know what they were doings having explosive awakenings and going insain or Dying!
My friends said that I maybe shouldnt do it again because I might choose to not comeback and disapear into the Light that I Knew I could become... Also the first friend felt such a negative experience from my awakening that she doesnt think I shoud do it again for that reason...
Im torn now, because some feeling made me feel as though I could use this energy to tell people the truth and the future or lead them onto the right path... But I also felt as though I could just take them away somewhere with me. I also felt as though anything could happen, and It could turn really bad. Like I would be afraid of "real" life and just not come back...
How can I learn to channel My energy and NOT affect others unless I choose to. I dont want to make them feel anything bad... But I do want to use it for what I would like to. I cannot risk affecting them all everytime like that... It was obviously powerful. So Like the hangedwoman said about the baby can take my energy if she is in the same room... well They ALL took it, no matter where they were, like Telepathy? Any new advice anyone?
I believe that there is a different feeling when you fall in love with each different person. You are always falling for different things about each person... Lovers, Friends, animals. But you DO just know. I told everyone for a long time that me and this "someone" were ment to be... I felt and ment it. I felt obsessed with him and I hardly if ever spent time with him. I gave up... quite possibly I felt that I never even tryed. But life just gave us a few occasions to feel love for each other. Then months inbetween where we were strangers. I didnt now this man, Yet I loved him. I wrote him letters and Poems that I never intended to give him and never did. But He came to me one day. We Loved And always have since then. Life just put us together and somewhere inside of me I knew It would. This doesnt make me believe He is the only one I could Love, But early on I decided He would be the only one that I Would Love. So We Do! Good luck, You'll feel the feeling again, and when you do you just have a decision to make. Do you want to love this one forever? thats YOUR choice. It Has been harder than anything Ive ever gone through, But I choise Him as My ONE! So Good Luck again! I hope this helps!
Okay Everyone... The hanged woman has made Me realize that I have stumbled by accident upon Latihan...
I dont completely understAnd what Latihan is, But I understand how powerful it was in my life...
It is said that it can be transmitted from person to person just by one being near the one in the Latihan and just by them agreeing to recieve it... and my child and husband were unconscious. To me That seems to make anyone receptive to anything. I thought their actions were guiding me and my life, But now it might seem that my actions were guiding them! Its really strange actually.
Wow, thank you guys Soo much! It makes me feel much better!
Im still a little afraid, only because its a lot of responcibility...
and, im very sensitive. Im definately affected by others emotions.
I will definatey not meditate around a sleeping baby.
I do need advise on the subject though,
When and where should I do my meditation...
Its really intense, I haven't done it much before, And I have a Lot to discover.
My baby is always with me, and when others are around It is never quiet enough to do it. Night is the only time. But it oviously affected those in the other rooms, So could I even Do it at night in another room... It seems I am almost sure it will still affect her,
I think It affected every single person that My thoughts were about...
now Im a little MORE afraid.
I DO know though, that It didnt feel I was sending anything negative toward any of them.
Very much Positive energy.
So anyone who knows anything about meditation, Yoga, or whatever, Let me know.
ThAnK YoU All AGAIN!!!
very helpful So far!