Thanks Captain for that. I will definately try to do that for this little one.
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RE: Does anyone know why I keep losing my babies?
archersbow, I am so sorry to hear about all of you losses and struggles. The things some of us go through to get a child. It is so sad, but you never gave up. I'm kind of like that in that I don't want to give up. I just have that strong desire to hold a crying baby, especially after losing my son and hearing silence. I don't know if it's something the doctor's missed or not. I don't remember seeing a test checking my hormone levels with the stillborn, as that was the only pregnancy they did all sorts of blood work on me. They actually examined my son and did an autopsy to see if there was anything they could find. They thought maybe a developmental disorder but didn't find anything. He came up as a normal male baby boy. Who knows if they missed something on me though. I am also so sorry to hear about your sister. I have only heard about such things happening. That must have been so difficult. I hear what you mean about not having a ceremony for the miscarriages. I love those babies as much as my stillborn son and my living son. I just spent less time with them. I didn't bury my first miscarriage baby, so I decided to bury my twins this time in my yard. My son had the gravestone and everything. My family never had baby losses like the stillborn ever, but my husband's grandma had a baby that died the day after she had him. She had an emergency C-section to save him, but the poor little boy couldn't be saved and stopped breathing. They don't know why, but I don't know if there was lots of tests with him. I wonder if what he had wrong with him was the same as my son too. She had one miscarriage and 8 other healthy children all living today, so I am trying super hard to just keep having positive energy. Thanks for your blessing and prayers.
About a week or a little more ago I just found out the heart of baby A stopped and they were both gone. I just expelled one or both of them the other day, but I wouldn't be suprised if another one is coming. It could be that one is still in me though too, if the baby is still in there that is. I also should mention that the only pregnancy to stay with me was right after an early miscarriage with my son that is living now. I did get pregnant right after it right away, but getting pregnant has never really been an issue. This time the babies only lived to 6 1/2 weeks gestation, so it hasn't been as rough physically on me. I really don't know how that works on a spiritual level though, whether the soul was near or not and getting ready to enter. I am excited though if I am now able to help young souls have the earth experience though. The womb experience is wonderful, but to bring them into the world crying is the best experience ever. Thanks for telling me this. I will definately work on giving any new babies to come a lot of love and strenth as you mentioned. I think this earth is scary, but it also has so many wonderful things to offer. I keep praying for another baby that wants to stay with me. Thanks Captain. You have gave me a glimmer of hope.