Hello everyone! I am a sagi with libra as my what do you call it... ascending sing? I have travelled much when I was in my late teens and early adult years, but now I feel I would like to settle down and have my own house...
I 've always been what you would say 'alone but not lonely' I've always been very solitary, although I was once married to a scorp... we fell out of love. Perhaps because I've always been more ambitious whereas my then scorp was more 'live with what you have and be happy with it' -not ambitious to 'grow' as a human being.
My true love is music, which I try do do as much as possible... but right now I am in a state of being 'stuck' in life... I don`t have a home to call my own... I am not in the career I truly wish to be - which is anything pertaining to music - The work I do needs to mean a lot to me, as I put my all into achieving the best of what I can do. My dreams are big, but my fear of going forward is pulling me back...perhaps I fear rejection.., being scoffed at.
I am presently in a great relationship with a wonderful libra man. I wish we had found each other 15 years ago, we think much alike... who knows what our lives would have been like had we met long ago! I know, I know, do not dwell on the past... the future shines ahead with great possibilities. But I am afraid. It seems something is holding me back, but WHAT?