i need you to guide me through my turbulence.
hmmm..been following you guys ..
i am in late 30's he is in early 40's with seven yrs difference .
we first met when i was ...guess..14 yrs old in school and he was 21,
we met for a brief time, wrote to each other for three yes, separated due to lack of communication and thought the chapter was over..
it never is,
he tried for past ten yrs to find me through all his resources (human that is) , i was never on net before that..
after 18 yrs when we met again, on phone, the intensity of our life together hit us badly. he was more devoted than two of us and i was naive,
even now, i still feel 14 and so much in love with him, i have been braving cold waves from him and in between he relents and shows me his warmth whiich is worth all the pain and agony and keeps me going till another wave...
no regrets, for so much love. even if we never touched each other , will never see ever across continents, yet still feel like one soul and heart..
love you get back from a scorp will be enough to last for many many lifetimes..really, everyone else will look just too inconspicuous and luke warm after that....
hey blammo..i shd share ith poor hapless gals hopelessly in love with scorps.... i met this man 21 yrs ago , stayed across a street for seven days only, kept in touch for three yrs after that, and finally lost touch...till a couple of yes back, this guy traced me back after trying for 18 yrs, and now for past three yrs its like that , he lets his guards down and next moment they are up like fortress, leaving you cold and stunned.
but eventually i accepted that , i will continue to love him no matter what , and will hang on till i am told point blank. even after that i will continue to cherish these moments , thanking God to let him be in my life for whatever time.
true love and passion,,and that too across oceans , we have not seen or touched each other till now, and apparently will never do so in future....
but then love has not known any reasons...
if he loves you, no matter what his moodiness is, he will seek you out..
and very very difficult sign yet very loving too.
amazing person, hang on, dont be cruel to either of you,
wait and in the meanwhile get into better hobbies and live life.
he will return.