When I look at you I see that "relationships with men" should be the last thing on your list of to dos. You have some serious housekeeping issues....No I don't mean clean up, I mean you are wrestling with a growth period right now. I like to call them Life lessons. When it is over you will be a different better person. Step away from your situation, and try to look clearly here. I see crossroads on your path you are at a fork, there is a decision to be made. One road is very dark the other offers light. I need to reiterate here, Dating should not be in the for front. Ive never seen such a path. I think if you go the wrong way, you will head into another life lesson, and battle depression and illness. don't fret there is an end to every "growth period" This one would be a long one though. Seance you haven't gone down yet I cant see the end. Message me in a few weeks after you feel the tides have changed. Stop dating this is not a good time to put yourself out there, you are broken and the people your dating can feel that. Take care of yourself and eat for your heath. I feel a vitamin deficiency with you. Concentrate on yourself and your child. I hear David.