Laie 4 -
I posted the above post probably while you were posting. I read your insights and want ot say how very nice of you to take the time to do that.
You were right about alot more responsibilities next year, as I graduate in May. I feel many new doors will open.
As my research. I was researching doing research on Human Trafficking in the U.S. of American children. Very dark and sad subject. I have been very passionate about this subject, but for me it was time to remove my self from it as well.
AS for my relationship ....yep the indecisiveness drives me crazy. He's happy with things just as they are and me well, not so much. There aren't two men.. goodness no, one is all I can handle!
The darkness you see is he comes and goes through depression. Not my place to clinically diagnose, but I have my own personal thoughts as to what causes this.
He's a very good personwith a great heart, but the depression was hard to adjust to. Being an empath seems to trigger him as well.
You are so right, I have been following my intuition and let it ride. In the beginning he was hard to understand, now I divert my attention to other things till his dark moods pass.
I can only control my own happiness and dest iny not his..
Have to laugh, I didn't know who I was communicating with but there had to have been some sort of connection. You were right!
One last thing in regards to my earlier post,,,,,, I plan to move to Florida when I graduate, many reasons. One my attraction to the ocean has always pulled me to the ocean (for some weird reason) &it so happens Florida is one of the biggest human trafficking states in the US. Strange how that works!
Going to work in my garden for now. Doing homework and this has my butt & head hurt as well.
Have a beautiful day!