i know that most of you guy's just think that ive been fuckin obsessed about you or something but i think that there has allway's been a perfectly good explination for that lol So that's part of the reason why ive been getting involved with all of this astrology stuff but maybe once i get to see you either or here or in person than i can try to explain this all to you a little bit better

well maybe that's because ive finally relized after 15yr's lol that not of this has ever been your fuckin fault lol and that in spite of everything that we've been through together and all of the bullshit that ive put you through ive still got some very strong feeling's for you which is both a good thing and a bad thing seeing as how you've gottin married and decided to have another fuckin kid with this fuckin asshole lol

you'll just have to wai and see i guess but which email address did you send it to

but you have absolutely no fuckin idea how happy or excited i will be when i finally get a hold of that litle bit of information from you lol

well that's good lol better than nothing i suppose seeing as how ive been waiting for probably half of my life for this stuff i guess that i should be able to wait a little bit longer lol

Feb 7th 1981 was actually on a saturday i guess if that would help her to remember what time of the morning day or night it was lol :)-

so how's the married life been treating you lol

awwww well im sorry to hear that lol must kindof suck to have to work on the week end's trust me nobody know's that more than i do because ive got to go to work tomorrow night from 6pm untill like 12:30 am

oh yea and ive got the whole enitre day to myself tomorrow so hopefully ill get to catch up with you then or something

but there's a pretty big reason why i was trying to get you to find out what time of day or night it was that you were born so if you can can you please try to see if your mother can remember and if not then can you please see if it's on either your birth certficate other wise you'd probably have to call or go down to the townhall of where ever it was that you were born which was probably in haverhill somewhere if im not mistakin