Hello, thanks for reading my post.
I was wondering what's in store for me the next few months.
Love as well as work. Would very much appreciate any insight.
Oh, my DOB 4 may 1962
Blmoon i appreciates your time, but i do not agree that i am attracting men that's emotionally unavailable. I have been married for 17 years. It was only the last three or so years that things started to go downhill. At first it was p0rnsites, then g@y sites... thereafter he experimented. Before we got married i left him after we dated for two years. He was the one came begging for another chance..... This cancer guy was the only one treated me like this. Yes, i may have faults too but i do not believe that everything is my fault
I have read some of your other posts and hoping you can give me some insight in my situation.
I do not know what kind of information you need, but a bit of background. Met this guy online and for over a year he tried to meet me in person. At the time i was still married, so i have never agreed to meet anybody. About six months later i left husband, due to alcohol abuse and discovered ex had relationships with other men. A couple of months later i agreed to met with the said guy, there were an instant connection. Being kind, gentle, loving, affectionate... Four months being fantastic. Then due to personal circumstances i freaked out a bit when he went silent for a couple of days, i had to get an answer on something, and he just ignored me. For more than five months he acted like i never existed. Then slowly reaching out, until we begin seeing each other again. This time, although not saying that he loves me, he showed it in every way. Three months later i was transferred to another city. He said he wish that i do not need to go. When it became final i wanted to discuss it with him. POOF... the same story than before. He vanished. To make a long story short, i had to give my answer to head office. Decided to take the job, as it seems i was fighting a losing battle. After this he was visiting my profile on the site on a regular basis, until i closed it down. It's already five months later and i simply cannot stop thinking about him. Memories haunting me day and night. Remember how many times he used to tell me he is not playing games. Remembering he told me with others he always tell them it's not working when he wants to break up. Why not with me..?
I never had a lot of boyfriends or relationships. I'm not the kind that runs from man to man. Now that i feel i have found the man of my dreams it seems if i have lost him even before i got him.
Please if you could give me any information on. His DOB 3 July 1962. My DOB 4 May 1962.
Thank you in advance for reading my story.