Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
I dont have a particular college planned out. It all depends on what state i live in after i graduate. If i stay in Oregon i will most likely go to PSU but if i move to say DC i will probably go to Galluet University or just take classes online. It al depends on where i live but i am starting to get uneasy about how uncertian my future is
Dear littlelioness, he is thankfully not the same guy i mentioned 6 months ago. That guy is happily in realtionship with a new girl. They have been goingout for quite a few months. The guy i am talking about now is giong to be 18 in about a month and a half
Thank you. After reaing all of your posts i have alot to consider. I dont know what i am going to do. I know it is wrong but even though i have no intention of ever giong out with him i still want him. I live in a house hold where i constantly have the people looking over my shoulder and telling me what to do. I think for me it is about finally doing something for myself. Not because i am forced to but because i want to. I have been looking for a job for over a year now and it seams that no matter how many applications i fill out, i can never seam to find one. any advice?