feel better all, Im in under the boat too if you want to put it that way. But theres always a way up and out. LOL seehorse, Wack hehehe.

Love n light to all Bee Xx

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Hey Blmoon thankyou.

ill try my best to sort out a doctors appointment, sinus is always been a bother to me since i was little, so sometimes when i talk, its like i am speaking with a cold all the time, though its better than it ever was. I guess i never thought of a sinus infection, I dont get out much, in my neighbourhood, unless i walk the dog, but even that is exaughsting. I do feel like i have so much fear, worries and doubts about things. and im not very good at looking after myself, which is proberbly why i feel bad in the first place, my dreams have been kind of crazy too, and i dont get them. I have been trying out meditation some, but im not feeling much from it at the moment, thinking im not quietening my mind enough, so much going on here. sometimes i do feel like running away, but i know that dont solve things. I do let my family get to me, mum split up with her boyfriend too, a few weeks back, already kind of new that would happen. Im not sure ill be feeling better soon, i guess im having trouble thinking if im going to be feeling good again. I am a little isolating myself too at times. as im not sure what to do with my job now iv finished college, though im still writing things, now and then. When i get the chance to, ill sort out stuff with my friend aly too, as thats getting on my mind a lot, from the weekend just passed. So much is going on, im doubting why i started getting into things like this, my family probably doesn't help with my absorbing energy, some days its okay, and others i just want to sleep. I know before three weeks ago, i was doing well, and i had a routine going, but iv lost it completely. and not even sure if i can get back to how i was feeling before. I have a lot to work on, but i dont know how to start, or what to do at the moment. I now im supose to take action to help myself, but i am little bit lost at the moment, and my depression is coming back, on and off. when i was doing well to keep it away. I am not sure why im into the spirit idea or spiritual thing yet, i just kind of got lead here, i know a lot, yet i know very little at the same time. Guess its difficult doing most of it on your own. and not sure if your doing it right. Hope you dont mind me tallking, just feeling a bit lost, at the moment, and the only person who has helped me some, is my friend, and she hardly talks to me, unless im at hers. which is another thing i dont understand. and your proberbly right about the mother and nurturing thing too, im having some difficuilty understanding things as they are. I do feel like giving up sometimes, but i always seem to bounce back. hope your okay with my thoughts and feelings here, i dont want to overwhelm you. Love to you Blmoon. Just needed to get some things out. Love and light lotus/Bee

Blmoon,

one more thing if you dont mind, iv been having some trouble with my dizzyness lately, and i am a little worried about it, i know i said im sorting out doctors, but mum is busy lately, and that may take a while, i also have dentist to go to on monday too, and slowely walking on my knee now too. mum doesnt take me seriously at the moment, and im getting a little worried. My health has been low for a while, but its on and off. stomach not to bad at the moment, as im of the teas, caffeine and cola. But its still a struggle with the health, sorry for so many posts before, youtube wasnt working with the links, for some reason, so it j kind of went funny. I guess im kind of wondering, if it is worth going to the doctors for, mum thinks im a hypocrite lol, and my sisters dont believe me anyway, so its like okay, so ill have to faint to prove it first. Nice. I guess, im just trying to understand whats going on with the dizzyness, and things. iv never had it before, even know its not good. I hope you dont mind me adding this one, but i feel a bit worried about it. i just wondered if you can pick up anything from it. as its getting worse too.

Love and Light Bee/Lotus. Xx

Thanks laie, im glad you like it i like the daily Om, lots of stuff going on with me at the moment too. So havent been around much, lots going on thinking about stuff a lot. and just sorting things out. which isnt getting very far, but im sure things will change, eventually. LOL

Love ya and its good to hear from you.

Hugs and love Lotus/Bee xx

Surrender Box

A Place for Worries and Fears

Daily Om Message

A surrender box is a tool to let go of our burdens so the universe can take care of them for us.

There are times when our minds become too full. Our to-do lists, worries, plans, and dreams may be so crowded together in our heads that we don’t have room to think. We may believe that we are somehow taking care of our desires and concerns by keeping them at the forefront of our minds. In maintaining our mental hold on every detail, however, we may actually delay the realization of our dreams and the resolution of our worries because we won’t let them go. At times such as these, we may want to use a surrender box.

A surrender box allows us to let go of our worries and desires so the universe can take care of them for us. We write down what we want or need to happen and then place the note into a box. By writing and placing our thoughts in the box, we are taking action and letting the universe know we need help and are willing to surrender our feelings. We give ourselves permission to not concern ourselves with that problem any longer and trust that the universe is taking care of it. You may even want to decorate your box and place it in a special place. Your surrender box is a sacred container for your worries. Not only do you free up space in your mind by letting go of our worries and desires and dropping them into your surrender box, but you are giving your burden over to a higher power. Once we drop our worries and desires into the surrender box, we free our minds so we can be fully present in each moment.

Surrendering our worries and concerns and placing them in the hands of the universe doesn’t mean that we’ve given up or have been defeated. Instead, we are releasing the realization of our desires and the resolution of our worries and no longer concerning ourselves with their outcomes. It’s always fun to go back and pull the slips of paper out of the box once your requests have been granted. And it’s amazing how quickly problems go away and dreams come true when we finally let go and allow a higher power to help us.

yeah- Thanks seehorse. Hope you enjoying the summer too.

Love Bee/LP Xx

beautiful, sorry i didnt make it, i was out with friends, and been kind of low on health, and busy too. lately. always thinking of you lot though,even if im not taking part, I noticed not many people this time, and no new thread, guess everyone else was kind of tied up too.

Hope we can get back to doing this more. its very cool thing to do.

Love and Light Bee/LP

Hey all, and good to see you here laie

glad you enjoyed that one.

Staying Conscious

Staying Grounded in a Big City or Busy World

Daily Om Message.

For a more grounded life, choose not to get caught up in the fast-paced world around you.

1. Live simply and live deliberately. By choosing not to get caught up in the details of this fast-paced world, you are doing your part to slow down. You will discover that you have more time to enjoy being alive.

2. Stay in touch with yourself. Soul searching, meditation, and journaling are just a few of the many activities you can take part in to stay aware and learn as much as you can about your emotions, reactions, likes, dislikes, dreams, and fears. Having a solid sense of self gives you a firm foundation for living in this world.

3. Support or teach others as often as you can. This can help you form connections with people while also giving you an opportunity to make the world a better place.

4. Consciously choose what you will allow into your being. The media bombards us with visions of hate, war, and pain. Be judicious about what you read, watch, and listen to.

5. Acknowledge the beauty that resides around you. Whether you live in a sprawling metropolis or a stereotypical suburb, there are natural and man-made wonders just waiting to be discovered by you.

6. Nurture your ties to your tribe. If you don’t have one, create a community that you can belong to. Modern life can be isolating. When you have a tribe, you have a circle that you are a part of. Its members – loved ones, friends, or neighbors - can be a source of support, caring, guidance, and companionship.

7. See the larger picture. Remember the way that you choose to live is not the only way to live. Widen your perspective by exploring other modes of being through research, travel, and discussion.

8. Embrace the challenges that life presents to you, and challenge yourself often. After a time, even the most exciting jobs or lifestyles can seem routine. Never stop assimilating new knowledge about whatever you are doing, and your life will never seem dull.

9. Move your body. In this busy world, it can be easy to live a sedentary life. Movement reacquaints us with our bodies and connects us to the earth in a visceral way. It also restores our vitality.

10. Make time for stillness, silence, and solitude. The world can be noisy, and we are subject to all kinds of noises nearly every waking hour. We are also often “on the go” and unable to relax. Being alone in a peaceful place and making time for quiet can help you stay in touch with yourself.

I am Thankful i am still pushing forward, even with the latest setbacks of health issues

I am Thankful for my friends, family, and spiritual family.

I am Thankful for some sleep.

I am Thankful for learning new things each day, and for following in this spiritual path.

Love and Light Bee/LP

Okay i give up with the music posting, doesn't seem to work with the links i am sending

ah well, hope you know i appreciate your help though.

Was just trying to post, stardust, track by take that,

and Enya- may it Be. a few good songs that i know.

Love n Light Bee Xx