thank u for your answer it has been helpful to me. we are trying to stay apart from each other but its hard to do. it hard when u have been alone as long as me its been 7 years since i let some one in to my life. i have built a wall up that keeps people out but some how he broke it down and i tell him things that i have not told any one or man about so im going to keep trying to stay away and maybe it is becuse of his marriage and what he has or has not done that makes him that easy to talk to. but still dont know y it had to be him and not a single man that makes me feel this way.

hi my life always seems to be a mess. i was married now im single mom. i always seem to give my feelings away to the wrong person. i beleive u meet people in your life for a reason i meet a married man and some how when it seemed no one could hear me screeming in side he seem to hear me. i have become attached to him we are trying to just be freinds but it is hard to do. there is something that draws me to him. and if someone could help me understand y that is i have also noticed that there has been a lot of people with j in there name thats in my life. i just cant seem to get ahead no matter how i try.