I am 28 years old Aquarius woman. and I love my Gemini man to death. We have been together for 4 years. But I am tired and I don't have energy to stay in this vixous cycle anymore. I have loved him so much and give him myself for years of my life hoping that he will change oneday. But he is as he is leaving me with so much emotional pain and low self esteem. He always takes the decision that benefits him despite the hurt that lefts in me. every time I want to meet him or need his love he is not there but if he needs me am always there for him. Now after so much hurt and pain I am trying to love my self but he still drags me to the cycle that I have been used to. I really went to get ride of this cycle but I can't.... Please help me out here.

I am 28 years old Aquarius woman. and I love my Gemini man to death. We have been together for 4 years. But I am tired and I don't have energy to stay in this vixous cycle anymore. I have loved him so much and give him myself for years of my life hoping that he will change oneday. But he is as he is leaving me with so much emotional pain and low self esteem. He always takes the decision that benefits him despite the hurt that lefts in me. every time I want to meet him or need his love he is not there but if he needs me am always there for him. Now after so much hurt and pain I am trying to love my self but he still drags me to the cycle that I have been used to. I really went to get ride of this cycle but I can't.... Please help me out here.