Oh sweetie, I feel for you!! I've had my fair share of bad/confusing relationships and I know it isn't easy to deal with... let me shuffle through my fairy healing oracle deck to see what pops up. I haven't done many readings for people; I'm still practicing. But I hope I can be of some insight!
Here goes nothin'!
The Beauty card was drawn upside down. When cards come up upside down, especially with this particular deck, I interpret that as a block. In this case, it's a block in your self-confidence department. Are you doing enough to show yourself how beautiful and awesome you are, on the inside and out? Maybe one of the reasons you're sticking around with the dude you don't feel a real connection with is because you aren't very confident that you'll find someone else. Don't be afraid to take a chance. You're worth it and you owe it to yourself to be with the one who will make you happy.
Phew... hope that helps!!
Good luck to you.