I know you are right on every level.
It just really, really bothers me that nobody cares about me.
I thought I was over him but again I feel surprised at the realization that I must still be in love with this man..
In your reading there was so many truths...particularly about friends turn on me for some reason at times...I'm not sure what that is--but , I have discovered that to be true especially in last few years & I feel guarded because I almost expect people to act this way after a time (also men).
I sometimes can't help but feel this anticipation actually contributes to it & I try to self improve..
but, if that's an aspect in ones natal chart can it be changed I've often wondered by behavior or self awareness to remedy such things?? or are we stuck with such lessons forever & ever trying to resolve them...? Astrology has always fascinated me (& I dabble in it myself) but there is so much more to try & understand....& sometimes leaving me with more questions then answers...
The love area is the most important part to me & yet it's the area that most eludes me..
I know I'm having many astrological lessons now & I respect that but I was wishing things would improve in the love area..
I'm usually not this much of whiner & I'm sorry I went on such a verbal frenzy but -
I know I must keep on keeping on & focus at the positives & I thank you again for your input both astrologically & personally.