Sunshine Mornin Junemoon26,
Do you think you can do a reading on me? There is so much going on in my life and yet there is nothing. I have been on this journey for a long long time trying to simply survive, and the path I'm on now has hit a cement wall. There are no doors or windows to open. As it always seems to be, what I am striving for becomes within arms reach, and other times so close I can feel it, and in an instant, it is gone, leaving me like it always has, shattered, alone, and having to fight with my inner strength to pick me up and start all over yet again. Each time, and there has been many, I have done that..this time however is different. Everything around me is spinning out of my control. Again what I have been striving for is right in front of me. A huge change but for the better I hope. I have more then one chance out there. If one of those needs would be fullfilled, it would blow that cement wall down, but, if my life continues on this path then I'm left with leaning up against that brick wall watching everything spiral out of my control and this time leaving me devastated and destroyed. I'm almost there already. I continue to lose one thing after another even though I'm desperately trying to move on. Reality is staring me in the face, and I'm petrified what will happen to me if I can't get around that brick wall. I have learned a lot on this journey, and I have paid a high high price to have learned it.
I'm hoping with a little insight from me, you will be able to tell me something, good or bad. My birthday is April 6, 1959 and I was born at 7:14 am