Bumpty bump bump
This year has been insane for me I have lost so much and I am exhausted. From my dogs, to my daughter moving out, to living in a homeless shelter, to moving and dealing with my fiancees addiction. I am happy to say my fiancee has been clean and sober for a few days and is genuinely teying to get back to being a good man. I am certainly happy about that and he sure picked the right week as I lost my job of two years tonight. I did everything including move for this company hence the reason for lots of losses and the move. I am just wondering whats next now job wise and wonder when my life will settle down. Have started writing a book but I know it will bw a while before I get paid for that. Will I ever do good with that? I have thought about doing an online christian paper and selling cheap advertising. I am just at a lost. I did a lot for my job and well its over. They said I didnt make enough money but they put the store in a bad spot, sure I could have done more but now its time to go forward. Any idea what to? Thanks
Now my fiancee has put me thru a lot of stuff but I have never thought he would cheat on me. However the other night he went out drinking and other stuff. I have noticed two sets of hand prints on the back of my car that made me wonder if he did something with someone there. Silver jeep like car. Plus he is missing a ring I gave him that he wears on his wedding finger. Silver and gold with a cross and the Lords prayer on it. And tonight I am not sure whats up but I swore I found where hes been on a dating site
Regardless of all his works cheating would hurt me the most please tell me is this all in my mind because my first husband ran off with my bedt friend or is there more?
My fiance and I have been together almost a year now and have had lots of ups and downs. I am trying to figure out if he really does want to marry me and if so when will it happen? Hes had problems getting his divorce but its soon possible that both are divorces will go thru around the same time.
Also an old friend of mine came into my life before I started dating my fiance and I am,wondering why my friend reappeared a few weeks ago? Is mine and his relationship always going to be just as friends or is he being put in my life for more? We have known each other forever but never dated or anything but I just wonder if theres a purpose in our relationship. Trying to just sort thru all the confusion and just want a happy future!
Posted a question concerning moving one day the other day but never got a reply. I guess it's just not in my future!
Thought I'd try asking about my job this time.
Been working at my job for over a year now, got a decent promotion but suddenly it's like my boss has become so quiet and distant to me. What's the deal? I am asking because I believe some brown noser that is being a poser has some how interfered with this promotion of mine.
Any incites on this?