Ahhh.....I have the same question! (Although, in my case, I don't know if that will happen...)
I wish you all the Very Best with your dream. Bless you.
Dear Scotts Mom,
I am so terribly sorry to read of your terrible, terrible loss. Having lost a number of family members, I am familiar with the pain of losing loved ones, however, I cannot imagine the pain of losing a child. I was blessed, 3 months ago, with a beautiful son....Again, I cannot imagine how you must be suffering. You have my prayers. May God bless you and your family....Personally, I do believe your son is in a much, much better place. Still, while we are in this place, that loss must be unbearable. I am so sorry.