Hi Mermadia

thank you for the reading, why Sorry?

Hi Mermaidia

In case you need to know I used renaissance tarot deck by Jane Lyle.

thanks

Hi Captain

I have told her I forgive her, I don't think she believes me as I think she cannot forgive herself. sometimes I feel that she fears me & does not trust me. Eventually & reluctantly, he admitted to me, but he said he was not well, and lots of other excuses.

Hi Captain

thank you for your response. I have done some work on healing from this, and at numerous times have brought it up with my mother, and basically she apologises, she acts very guilty, and say's what could she do, I feel very sorry for her as I know she was terrorized by my father, my mother is an alcoholic now, and my visits really distress her. yes you are correct about the reason I was in the bed. It all happened over 37 years ago so for my mother some of the memories are lost. and sometimes I feel like I am torturing her.

Peace

Hi Poetic555

thank you for posting the Ancestral healing prayer, there has been a lot of abuses in my family and it has affected many family members including myself. the main perpetrator is dead, I always say forgiveness prayers but do feel something stronger may be needed. thank you for sharing. could you tell me a little about the prayer should it be said every day?

Peace

Hi I think this is a great thread. I hope my story is not too shocking for you all I will give u the short version. I grew up in a 2 parent family with 2 brothers 1 older 1 younger, i was the middle child, a girl. I don’t really remember at what age the sexual abuse started but I can remember being younger and my mother putting me in the bed to sleep between her & my father, yes. that's what happened. the abuse carried on for years, my mother turned a blind eye. I was also abused by a teacher at school, I went to the authorities when I was 14 and reported the abuse, family school everyone was involved. after speaking with my parents everyone decided I was lying and I was sent home with my parents, my life turned to Sh..t . I started running away from home & got into trouble with the police,I messed up my life for a while, then turned my life around after abut 7 years got a good job, raised a family etc, Iwent through some counselling & confronted my father, He is now dead, My mother is still alive and we have contact, but I find it difficult. In my life now, however I feel lost again and have been out of full time work for two years, and no longer have my own home. I am not sure where to go from here with my life, every thing for me has changed in the last 3 years. I feel no security & seem not to be moving ahead I feel very stuck in life & I am starting to think that it is connected to my past, I don't know what people see when they look at me but I suspect they think something is wrong with me, as they cannot understand why I am in this situation as they see me as someone who has everything going for them. looks brains confidence, so I am not living up-to my potential. I have always worked on myself to improve so I am also very frustrated with myself. I can't remember what I was really like as a child as I know i lived in dread or fear a lot. that's it for now thank you

Hi to all.

I have a pack of fortune cards that I play with daily. I would like to discuss the cards and possible interpretations with others. I usually do a daily 7 card reading.

Book, Heart, tree, stork, ring, Bear, Clouds

thank you for your replies in advance.

Peace

Hi to all.

I have a pack of fortune cards that I play with daily. I would like to discuss the cards and possible interpretations with others. I usually do a daily 7 card reading.

book, Heart, tree, stork, ring, Bear,

thank you for your replies in advance.

Peace

Hi mermaid thank you for your king offer of a free interpretation, I like playing with my tarot cards,but do not really understand some of the meanings. I did a celtic X spread for my self asking where is this relationship headed. please help. thanks

1st card Queen of coins

2 the chariot

3 the six of cups

4 the hanged man

5 queen of wands

6 ten of coins

7Knight of wands

8 eight of Wands

9 Ace of wands

10 strength

Hi Captain. thank you for the love reading. So not very promising then. shame as he seems really keen.