Many Mahalo's Watergirl!!
You and everyone else is right about guy #1. I already knew this. I cut him loose as far as any dating or intimacy goes. But he still contacts me as a friend. Should I even be friends with him? I know he's not right for me and I don't have that strong feeling of liking him now, but why is it so hard to just walk away entirely?
As far as guy #2....I have always compared every guy I've ever dated to him. I've always wondered "what if" with him for years and years. I guess I'm just afraid that I have high expectations of what it should be and I fear that if I go with it and be with him it won't meet those expectations and i'll be disappointed. Part of me being a gemini gives me so much trouble making up my mind and I do suffer from "the grass is greener" syndrome when I'm forced to make a decision. It's a blessing and a curse. He is coming to visit me early next year, so that gives me a few months to think about it, continue my healing here and then see what happens.
Thank you for the readings....it's soo great to hear that my move to Hawaii wasn't a big mistake. I have always felt drawn to this place and I still feel overwhelmed with happiness and great feelings when I look around at the beach, the mountains, the sky, the ocean and feel the warmth of the sun.... and I go.....wow...I can't believe I live here. This place still amazes me everyday the beauty and peacefulness here. I really feel at home here. I'm looking forward to this clarity of vision that you mentioned. Right now I just feel like I have my hands tied behind my back, but I feel like there is great things in store. Another gemini thing I guess.....I always want instant results and I have a very hard time being patient for things to fall into place. Maybe moving to Hawaii was part of the process since everyone is on island time here and it has forced me to slow down a lot.
I also decided to put the need of wanting a relationship aside. I have had many men asking me out and I have turned several of them down. It actually felt liberating to say no. I have just decided along with the help of your reading to just let it come as it's supposed to. I have been through a lot of BAD Relationships and I deserve a good one.....I'll just have to wait until the right time for it I guess. Thank you sooooo much for doing this for me
Oh....Lepekalina is Hawaiian. It's the Hawaiian translation of my real name - Rebecca Lynn