Thank you, I feel stupid but today is a new start and I will try my best to move forward, I am sure that I will be ok... I feel as though I let my guard down and now I feel even worst. I was with someone for 5 years and I felt that we did not have a future. After I left him I met the scorp guy and now I feel as though I made a bad choice. I think I am afraid to be alone but I need to get past that. I do however genuinely felt that the scorp guy could have been the one and I wanted to take a chance. I feel crazy. In my life I have had 4 men ask me to marry them and I hesitated and said no. I wnooder if I have made some bad choices.