I gave this more thought after reading more on the meaning of Kings on that said the focus is on behavior, not people with Kings. I think that rather than a person coming into my life, the King of Pentacles represents my own capacity to be independent from others on a material plane. More specifically, the past lover this spread refers to was my first lover when I was very young and inexperienced. His leaving from my life has forced me to build myself up. The past lover represents the security I though I needed and could only obtain through a man. My feelings as of late come at a time when I am finally coming into my own as a professional, which is a more masculine role than I ever thought I'd have.

With this insight, I see this reading in a much more positive light. He came into my life to show me love and dependency and then he left just as suddenly, but just in time that I was still young enough to find my own way.

Thank you WaterGirl18 for your insight

Hi Everyone,

Hope you are all well. I did a Celtic Cross Love reading today based on feelings that continue to creep up for me in relation to a past lover. Things ended badly and we never saw one another again. I've been working on taking the good feelings and loving images and leaving the rest behind, and yet there's this illusory part of me that continues to hope for contact of some type. In general, it's taken me years to identify the lessons from that relationship, including the reasons for his decision to never talk to me again. Anyhow, here are the cards I drew. If anyone out there has any feedback for me, I would love to hear it. Thank you in advance for your help.

Love & Me: 7 wands

Situation: the Sun

Challenges: 10 of wands

Recent Past: Knight of wands

Background: 7 of coins

Higher Power: 7 of cups

Near Future: the Hierophant

Issues: the Lovers

The Loved One: 4 of swords

Love Advice: 10 of swords

Long term Potential: King of Coins

Thanks for reading!

lamaestra13

Hi,

I would also like a reading with a focus on anything that stands out from now until the end of 2010 in my work, family, financial, and romantic life.

DOB is 05/13/1975.

Thanks for the offer!

Natalia

Hi there!

I'm a taurus and well, I've "thrown" two people out of my life for playing games with me. For your situation one thing i noticed is that while he was approaching you from a serious angle, you admit to doing something "but not really meaning it." I wonder if he felt like he couldn't trust you with his innermost feelings then because there you were, he talking about a future together and making himself vulnerable, and you fixating on a detail in the process (a rude gesture or statement). Perhaps he thinks you're not serious and were testing him to see how much he cares about you. ...I was listening to a song just last night - "Heartbreak Hotel" and John Mayer was crooning something along the lines of, "how low do you have to get me before you see how much I love you?" - be careful with game playing especially when a conversation turns serious. He wants to know you are on his level. It's very important in a relationship to "pick your battles" wisely.

I wonder if you might write him a letter and mail it to him describing your feelings and telling him how you miss his energy and love.

Best, Natalia

Hi there again!

With me and children; I don't have any, and I am feeling disappointed that I may never have any due to health reasons. So, I was wondering if you saw any in my future. And, regarding my friend, your reading was a good one and I am happy about that.

Thanks

Hi Twinsoul: my question is, will I achieve my doctorate in 3 years? Thanks!

oops - typo the other person's birthday is 09/13/1974.

thanks!

Hi KushikamiKiba: amazing username is that japanese? If you're doing readings, i was wondering two things...one about me and children DOB 05/13/1975 and the second about an old friend 09/13/1975 and his marriage.

If you sense anything, I'd love to know - positive or negative - i can handle it!

Thanks,

Natalia

Truly disappointing...and not very business savvy either!!

I think readings coming from people who really want to donate their time should be free to do so. I also think amateur readers should be allowed to post their interpretations as long as they are clear that it's for their maturation as readers and for our entertainment only. Instead of drivng professionals away, Admin should allow the forums a chance to come alive with readers who could not only build a following, but also spread word on the site. Admin should negotiate its terms with readers themselves instead of pouncing so abruptly on the experience of innocent members who often time come on here in search of someone who will listen.