Thank you, You may be right everything happens for a reason! Love comes and goes when we need it the most in several different forms; we should embrace it for it a precious and rare gift.
Our relationships are 18 - 20+ years it's would never be easy to walk away from so many years. For me I have been blessed with an amazing loving partner who loves me with all of his heart and the truth is 90% of that time has been magnificent. (He’s been the love of my life)
The first time AG and I met, a coworker stated jokingly- WOW it was like you guys where having sx without sx. This was off the wall and a creepy thing to say but, the magnetic energy was always felt even 2 yrs later*******It was truly the most difficult thing ever not to become lovers and try to restrain from the attraction, which seemed impossible all the time!! Every time. We knew once we had crossed that line there's been no looking back. It’s been torture for me to know in my heart that had he asked me to be with him I’d done so even though my 20+ is an amazing love...............
I know that we were brought together when our souls needed each others love, friendship and support with that we were able to nurse our health and souls back together with each other help. Although my heart may not ever fully recover.
Better to have lost love than not to of felt it at all