Danielle,here's your reading,i'm excited so i'm emailing it and posting it.
I got the rider-waite cards, like I said before I wanted the connelly cards
because they are so popular. But they jumped out at me as if to say, you can
understand us, we will speak to you in a direct manner that you will get. It was
a complete intuition, that's why I hesitated to just grab anything.
I also purchased the "Tarot for Your Self" by Mary Green, a different reader
told me is a popular manual.
I meditated like you said and to visualize you and what I know, I asked out loud
about your emotions/perceptions/your mind blocks in you how you can get a better
handle to help your job situation...essentially, what is undermining you while
shuffling your cards by spreading them widely out in a circular motion with both
hands. It was basically me asking what is wrong with you thats making the
problem worse. I take complete confidence that this it wasn't my energy. I did
it in thirty minutes doing the celtic ten spread, which I seem to be most
comfortable with. I cut the cards and spread them when I felt like my mind was
clear. I did another reading for the same friend incorporating what I learned
about tarot reading and guidelines, how to ask questions in a meaningful way,
and how you can change the cards to get the message to come in louder. Or how
you can see past, present, and future in your cards. It just intuitively worked
better for both her and I, it had the meaning, it was real. I didn't see
pictures like you said in your reading but i got the story, i figured out the
I immediately saw lots of cups meaning emotions and swords meaning battles, you
had a lot major arcana cards. My main thing for you is to seek love and more
support from others to help rebuild your self esteem, confidence, sense of worth
and belonging to get over the pain of your past. don't get too caught up in
judgements or preconceived ideas that people may have of you, don't become
completely discouraged. you really need to do your homework, be more structured,
and prepared. part of the problem is some of energy is not been focus on what
you really want and your fulfillment, you need to work out what you want and
what you need.i also think you ought to work on your communication, i really
suggest reading books about interpersonal communication, interviewing, anything
that will resonate with you and help you speaker in a clearer,more concise, but
in a good hearted way. Also books to help you work on your self esteem and
letting go of the past, and ones that help you battle negative thoughts. DOUBT
won't help you at all.
Card one Problem/ How you could evolve/what you must work on
Knight of Pentacles Reversed
Wasted efforts or resources
lacking initiative or persisitance
Advice: You would benefit from relying on others for stability and reliability,
you need support. You need to not feel discouraged.
Page of Swords
dealing with fears and depression
needing to get out what you need to say
needing to take risks
needing to find the truth of the matter to get answers
Advice: you need to be more open about communication
Card three, what is truly the problem underneath the surface
The Devil (Capricorn tendency)
You don't need to have a structured view. Don't look at things at the surface,
dig deeper. Get over fear and ignorance.doubt and pessissism can't help. be
creative, be more flexible.
Card four, how you can handle/or structure situation
Death Reversed (Scorpio tendency)
you're dealing with a lot new experiences of emotions, almost like a "little
death". needing to get over prolonged pain and distress. don't feel plagued.
needing to recover from grief, sadness, or depression. NEEDING TO LET IT GO.
Card five, higher awareness/ how you incorporate what you now know and accept
confidence, do more ordering and planning. you're seeking your life, passion,
and vision. requires ordering thoughts and energies, you should borrow from the
boldness of ARIES with respect to power and discpline.
Card six, the future and how you should execute thinsg
Ace of Swords reversed
Are you needing help such as counseling? This card is really heavy to suggest
that you might have experienced extreme substance abuse, eating disorders,
something to do with your body and perhaps self esteem. You need to learn how to
love yourself. need to be accepting of HELP in receiving love to help you get
over patterns and habits to form a new direction. the habit can just be bad
Card seven, how you see yourself/work/status/energy
Being overwelmed by forces outside of your control, don't be too concerned about
perception, don't get caught up on attitudes of others.Don't be timid.just
listen to your instincts. you can find strenth to begin or continue a difficult
path...it's just not going to be easy, don't let demoralize you.
Card eight, how i see the environment/influence of others.
nine of cups
don't watch things happen and believe it.
don't always accept what you see and always believe it.
things are hidden. YOU NEED TO REALLY VISUALIZE WHAT YOU WANT IS THE KEY. use
Advice: you need to work on your lust for life. try to keep your emotions in
hand, you have to learn how to handle your intense emotions. you have to accept
judgement, but make into a positive.
I HIGHLY SUGGEST READING "THE CELESTINIAN PROPHECY" AND "THE CELESTINIAN
VISION"--it will help you with your growth and letting it go.
card nine, getting harmony/achieving the goal
seven of swords
GOT to get over being overwelmed by the odds, you just have to be more
intentional about really researching the job. you have to collect the knowledge
and ideas of others, and really be focused on preparation.
What is your strategy to your ends? drop all defenses and be more open.
Card 10,the outcome,if i do what i should/ how i should express myself
ten of cups
enjoy what is good in your life.
eing at home with yourself and love,you need more support from others, seek
help, seek love. you need to work on your inner emotional fulfillment. YOU HAVE
TO KNOW THAT YOU CANT BRIDGE PERSONAL AND PROFESSIONAL,TO YOUR INNER AND OUTER
DON'T LET NOT BEING UNEMPLOYED, DEFINE YOU.
Be more optimisitc.