Hi, i Am new to this site and i am glad i can talk to some one who can be unattached to my situation. I and Ana meet 6 months ago, and we connected right away and for the next month she came over to my house and we talked and talked about everything and anything. she was going through a divorce and had all kind of problems. I advised her on many instances and she was doing good and being free and loving life, one more time. We feel in love and we got involved , we had amazing time togeather in and out of bed. I meet her 3 kids and i love them all, i even took them all to one on my masters and introduce them as my family that God has given me now . I Am very spiritual and i believe in God in all religions and i believe there is a good inside all of us, childern of God. I ahd to move due to my job situation and its only going to be a short 9 months away and i only moved two hours away. We where in love and she approved on me going and it was ok, she said i think you are gone to war and i can handel it. she visited me with the kids one weekend and came up on her own to spend some time alone.
She is moving from her house and has a new home purchase which is only two house down from her old/x house. I started moving some of my stuff in , persian carpets and expensive stuff.
I have so much stuff and have no place in my one bedromm apt now, and i dont want storage any more. Any way, last week i went to see her and she acted so strange and did not make time to see me, and told me she needed time to think. So i backed off and gave her a week instead of a few days. Now when i called saturday, she told me have a nice life and gave me no reason, except that she had sex, and i don,t know who. I am devistated and my heart is broken and i shed some tears and i am pretty upset. She is also pregnant with my child 3 months old. I can only send love to her, but is this worth it? what about our child? I am so exahusted and feel used. I am just looking for love and be loved. any advise? thank you