Very sad because I feel like there was a lot of potential as he says the intensity was quite shocking but you know

We talked and decided to just work on our own individual situations at the moment

I just don't want any drama my life is complicated enough but something about him feels good and I am not a woman who is quick to open my heart to anyone not even my girlfriends or family

Basically he says I am not ready for that and to be honest I am in no way ready for a mess and I just want something easy but his spirit his vibe they speak to me. He knows so much of what I want without me telling him and beyond that if his heart is still hurting over a past relationship and hasn't healed I don't know if I want to go there. This is why I am asking what do you see here what should I do

So what I am saying our trust issues aren't with each other but coming from where we are both coming from it is difficult

It's a little more complicated neither or us are married. I am aware many people are very judgmental of things like this the guy I was seeing we are no longer together we were talking about working things out and I just find it tiring his situation is similar. He was in a relationship his partner cheated and she wants to work things out

So I met this man and we hit it off amazing chemistry but it's complicated on his end as well as mine. We both have trust issues for now we aren't pursuing much of anything. He is an amazing guy smart funny wealthy just everything I would want in a partner. Can anyone give some insight into this I am an Aries. I don't know his exact date of birth

Both of our birthdays are the 12th of April

Hmm fuzziness, I don't drink nor have I ever done drugs. I find I am pretty unable to relax which can be pretty scary Like REALLY SCARY. I used to be so relaxed and a few not so great events and now I am a complete basket case lol.

I am seriously obsessed with my health. I obsessed over dying from some illness. This all began late last year. I switched to a new contraceptive pill and after a few months I began having tingling in my left hand, my heart would race and all of these scary things. I stopped it and I was almost back to feeling like myself and I get back on it for two months and it all comes back and I am just so afraid of what it could be, I have no idea why I used google, and of course the first things that came up were diabetes and HIV and since then I have been so stressed out. Realistically I am aware I do not engage in high risk activity but just reading it, My doctor attributed what I am feeling to anxiety but a health reading would be greatly appreciated