lovinmylife- Nope, you are not offending me at all coz I know you mean well. To answer your question- I probably just want company. As I grow older, the magic of settling down disappears...you know finding a man who would sweep me off my feet, someone who would make the birds sing, the flowers bloom...who make the world colorful. Hookup? ...i'm not really dying for it, but once in a while may be ok. Come to think of it, you are giving me introspection. Maybe I don't really know what I want after all and that "blocks" my powers. As for your cousin, maybe he has to start to be happy with himself somehow. Somehow I can sense the emptiness and the feeling of lacking. Maybe your cousin and I should search the answers within.

(I can relate to your cousin. Although I'm not funny, I'm sincere and good-looking, [they say]) and nice (I hope).

Cancercutie- i just decided one day i did not like it anymore because it wasn't normal...it was when i was 17 that i uttered several times one night on the roof "i'm locking my powers..." i don't know whether it had anything to do with it. You're also right that my self-esteem has diminished and I'm thinking i'm not as attractive anymore. Though I feel that the powers are still inside me somehow.

AriesPiscesCusp- Don't worry, I don't think you are being mean. I just believe you don't understand any of this, hence you are misguided in what you are saying. I know 100% they're straight guys, but you would not believe me anyway. I also know enough about pheromones. Thanks for the insight though.

laithano- Thanks. You don't know how much I appreciate it. It's comforting to find someone with parallel/similar experience.

Lovelotus-

My favorite colors are yellow and violet but I like yellow more. I like number 7 (if that helps), then 9, then 13 (in that order). I would prefer creating things with my hands.

Thanks for the insights Dalia and Universalharmony.

Dalia- To answer your questions...No, I'm not transgender; I look and act masculine. When I was younger I could (I'm not gonna say 'heal') make minor ails go away like headache just by laying my hand on the part of the body. That was when I was very young. When I was in highschool and college there were times when I could hear and see things in the state between sleep and consciousness. But I'm sure I was awake everytime this happened because my eyes were open. There was even a time when i heard cries of agonizing people-this happened as soon as my head hit the pillow. I never told anyone about this.

Universal Harmony- I'll think about what you said. Maybe you're right about focusing on other things.

Is there any way to regain any psychic power you have lost? When I was younger (10-17years old, I could instantly attract any boy. I could make any straight guy fall in love with me. I would just like a guy and that's it--he would feel the same for me. It never failed me. All the guys I had a crush on fell for me romantically. As I grew older I felt it waned until it's gone. I'm a guy by the way. I had other 'weird' gifts too but I lost them all as I grew older. I hope someone can help me. Thanks!

Is there any way to regain any psychic power you have lost? When I was younger (10-17years old, I could instantly attract any boy. I could make any straight guy fall in love with me. I would just like a guy and that's it--he would feel the same for me. It never failed me. All the guys I had a crush on fell for me romantically. As I grew older I felt it waned until it's gone. I'm a guy by the way. I had other 'weird' gifts too but I lost them all as I grew older. I hope someone can help me. Thanks!