hi i've been going thru a really tough few months i wonder if anyone could do a reading to help me with some understanding of what this is about..i'm virgo, 1963, would appreciate any help thanks!!

Thanks Laie4, for the welcome and ideas. What happened was i went into a really weird state of disconnection, followed by anxiety, depression, alot of fear...even had to stop work -this started back in April. I have always been stable and grounded and done alot of work on myself, worked hard all my life, felt comfortable with exploring spiritual matters, self growth, tarot, energy work, healing...i was blindsided by this whole thing and just felt maybe i had been doing too much exploration and not letting things settle enough?

I think perhaps you're right about the protection, maybe i was not protecting myself enough, just don't know if its too much stuff coming up or did something come in from outside myself.

Also i agree i may not have been ready for things, not yet clear and healed enough...i pray i will be able to heal and get back to myself again!

Hi there i'm new to the forums tho i've been subscribed to tarot.com for many years. You all seem like really kind and compassionate people, its really nice vibe here. I Have always been interested in all of these things and done alot of energy work, learned some tarot, but have had to put it all aside for the last while as i go thru the worst time ever i have experienced in my life...wonder did i do too much too fast...any insights? thank you, i look forward to spending time here : )