Responding to Blmoon (and THANK YOU for the reply!):
He and I also work together very closely. We share a 'vision' that we are bringing into reality which is a non-profit that raises funds for various charity organizations via a music project. We live close by, but because of our busy lives, we do communicate a lot via text and e-mail. However, we do make time for one another as a priority. I put myself out there regarding this topic via e-mail. I am looking for insight from outside myself on this matter as I am being led to do so. Why, I am not sure, but here I am. Perhaps someone has something to offer that I am not seeing. From what I have experienced and the very open discussions we've had, he has never told me he questions his sexuality, however... (and this may be 'something'), he and I have not been intimate sexually for many months. I brought this up to him and we discussed at length. He said that this is not something that is important to him right now as he can 'take or leave it'. I believe it to be a part of his spiritual journey and I have told him that I will honor that. I brought the matter up as I wanted to know if it had to do with 'me' and I believe it is clearly something that I should not take personally. I hope this additional information helps. Would love to hear what you have to say and am open to answering any other questions you may have.
Love & light... and my gratitude.
Some of the impressions I am seeing do not make sense with what you are describing. You are in a very "vulnerable" place and can be easily hurt right now---and it explains despite your complete feelings of peace and faith you are needing insight or validation here. I usually do not need to ask questions first but for some reason spirit insists I ask and then offer clarity. Are you two normally "long distance"? or live close but mostly online together? A deep intimacy under a big safety net of some kind of distance? Has this man ever expressed confusion to you about his s exuality? Is there an element of fantasy you two share? If you are comfortable with answering these questions I can respond. BLESSINGS!