Captain, I really found your words above quite beautiful, for it is in the heart that everyone's true nature exists. I find it amazing that you literally get straight to the 'heart' of the matter and to people's characters. On several different posts, covering a huge span of time you've noted that I need to be beside the water, for example the sea, it is just what I need, it helps me. I have recently realised something. I went to a pshycic many years ago and she said that I needed to be beside the water, anything - streams, rivers the sea etc for me to feel calm and refreshed again. Amazing that you've both touched on this. I am astounded that you 'get' so many people right. Incredible. You obviously have such a good heart to reach out to us all. I hope you do realised how much myself and others really do appreciate your answers and that comes from the bottom of my heart. Thank you.

Thank you very much Captain, that's very interesting. Much appreciated.

I wondered Captain if you were getting any vibes for me of living elsewhere overseas with my family next year maybe the Middle East? Thank you and I appreciate your time as always.

Hello Captain, oh dear! I do have a lot of frustration and deeply buried anger due to the lack of control over my life. It has been simmering for a long time, and is starting to boil. If I was back home I would be volunteering to start with but out here, I'm in a foreign land and it's all office work. I only have months to do now, without any idea where we'll be at the end of it. Come September, we should have some idea about where we will be going. I think this will help. We have no idea if my husband will be made redundant, the redundancies are announced in September! Funny, I have lived by the sea a couple of times and it was very comforting. It would be lovely to live by the sea, but who knows where we will be next! I suppose I could look at it one way - it's a very exciting place to be. Come what may, a new chapter will be opening up for us and we will act upon it and make ourselves happy wherever we are. Many, thanks Captain. You're a kind, helpful soul and I appreciate you reaching out to help me. Hope you're ok in your life. Hugs.

hi intrigued, i think the move in july is not likely to happen as there might be a finances difficulties at that time.. mostly that happen because u might need to clear debt or there is alot of money issue that u haven't settle and I would say the matter is quite serious.. all this doesn't happen in a day, in fact it is being accumulate up~ if u were to ask me i believe it also cause a certain emotionally stress which will cause u to breakdown and heartbreaking situation.. for advise I would recommend u to be careful of the outsoming new relation that u have with ppl~ I hope this helps u and do like to hear some feedback from u~

Hi Mikyo, many thanks for your reading. As it turns out, we didn't move! My father-in-law died and left some money, so all our debts will be cleared. Funny how life turns out. Thank you for your message. Bless you.

Hi Captain, I was just popping in. I'm feeling that my vibes are at a low ebb just now. I'm looking for purpose in my life. I'm working on myself! Life seems to have to many choices at the moment, and we have to wait yet again to see the outcomes of so many things. I'm fed up of having no direction myself due to my husband's job. I could do with a boost, if you could give me one please! Thanking you as usual Captain. I hope life is going well for you. Kind regards.

Absolutely brilliant Captain, I love the words on seeking approval from other people. You have written so much.

I'll keep mine short and to the point. I don't want you wading through massives of paragraphs.

My childhood was good. My parents strict. My parents always gave out this sense that they were perfect and never wrong. We moved every few years due to my Dad's job, never settled, I'm still not settled. Still moving with my husband's job. I felt hemmed in though, and when I was 17 I rebelled for a year with a totally unsuitable boyfriend. Looking back low self esteem, it was good that someone took notice of me. I didn't love him. He was violent and jealous. I ended up pregnant. I gave my baby up for adoption, which broke my heart. I've tried to talk to my parents about it, my daughter is in her 20s now. They just don't want to know and never, mention her. I know that I feel a lot of anger about that. I'm so anxious, never feel safe. I'm lucky, I have a good husband and lovely kids. I have tried to talk to my parents, I did end up falling out with them over my brother. My Dad seemed to take my brother's side and immediately had a go at me. My husband ended up taking the phone of me, and saying a few things (wasn't a good idea, but he was sticking up for me!). I told my Mum that everything my husband had said was everything that I'd been feeling for years. They just didn't listen. My Dad will sulk if you fall out with him, he hasn't spoken to his own sibling for years. Yet my brother seems to be able to treat me any way he likes and I'm supposed to just get on with it. He whinges constantly, and when I have a moan I'm told to get on with my life. I don't bother telling them much these days and always keep a bright and cheery disposition when I'm with them. Very cathartic, and thank you Captain. I know that no one is perfect. I'm trying to have a very open relationship with my own children and I've learnt a few things. I will make a lot of mistakes, I already have. My life is peppered with them. I just don't know who I am anymore.

Many, thanks and I will take my time to go over this thread Captain. I must say that you are amazing to keep a thread of this size going and all the other things you do. You're also dipping in and out of various other problems!! Wow. You are such a massive support system in yourself. Who do you go to when you are low Captain? Do you also gain strength from this site? I hope all is going well in your World. Take care.

Captain, I know that I am stagnating and more than capable of doing so much more in my life. I suffer from so much anxiety and I'm working on that with my heartmath tool. Why do I care what people think of me so much? I just don't know what to begin working on first! I'm drawn to work with people but not sure what, I'm interested in nutrition. I'm sorry if this is all too confusing for you. Not to worry if you're too busy. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this. Take care and happy times to you and yours.

GreyStar, I hope you are feeling much better very soon. I see you are doing a fine job in helping people. Take care of yourself too. Blessings to you.

Hello Borra, I am sorry that I haven't got back to you. I will try and do the reading in the next few days. I couldn't remember where your message was!!