I am a libra, and I have been seeing this gemini guy long distance for a couple months or so, but we were able to see each other often. Things were literally perfect, I hadn't experienced any of his mood swings and he was head over heels for me (which I still am for him). He is not normally the type of guy that settles with a girl or is even exclusive, which proved his feelings for me. Things moved very quickly, but perfectly. He is leaving May 4 to spend two months in Paris (and I was originally supposed to visit him there). Anyways, we were supposed to go camping over Easter weekend with his family and I was pmsing and we got into an argument which was initiated by me and just dumb. I figured we would still go camping so I left in the morning as planned and drove four hours. Apparently he had changed his mind and didn't want to go anymore. Still pmsing, I was literally begging him pathetically to see me and not end things with us. I gave him his space for a few days and he finally initiated conversation and we made small talk. Things were short, but okay. Yesterday he was telling me a story and I asked where he was when it happened and he said that it wasn't important. But he had clearly stayed at another girls house. I then asked him if he still had feelings for me or if last weekend ruined everything. He just said things moved too quickly (even though at the time he was also insisting they did). I made sure not to make the conversation sentimental at all. Later on that day I told him I would be in town Monday/Tuesday for an appointment (which I don't really have) and asked if he would like to get lunch. He said "ok." This is where I continued to mess up. I told him that if he didn't want to see or talk to me, then he shouldn't. I kind of went on a little ramp. I know that this only pushes him away and it is why the whole mess started.
Anyways, I am wondering if I should actually drive 6 hours and hope that he will want to see me or if I should just continue to give him his space. And could one little thing like that really take all his feelings away? I really want to see him before he leaves because I feel like it will make things better, but I don't know what to do. I feel pathetic and embarrassed and just so confused. I am sorry this is so lengthy, but please help.