Tell me about it. My life has been turned all around topsy-turvey' for a while now. Cancer, July 13th..
My ex-husband and I are good friends, (married for over 17 years and divorced for about 8 yrs now), but I am still a little co-dependent upon him. He makes a lot more money than I do. z
Now he has a new girlfriend. It's very good for him as he, (a Scorpio) as he has been very lonely for years and always ate dinner alone. Something fresh and good finally happened for him. But It seems to me as if our relationship changed overnight. Still best friends and I believe we are "soul mates", but so different now. So different. Not necesarily bad - just different. All of my relationships seem different right now.
Also, I have been working out on a regular basis and actually losing weight which has not happened for years.... I'm looking and feeling great - another different.
I had been let go of my job (secretary/bookkeeper) about 8 months ago, and was actually happly about it until I started looking for another "white collar" job in this current economy.
I am so much more focused and sincere than I've been in months and it feels very different but very good and right.
My thought process seems absolutely cystal clear now - with no emotional issues blocking what really needs to be done and this is different too.
How to handle this ambiguos time right now? Just take each day as it comes.... I mean, what else can one do? God Bless Yoga and meditation!! It really does work.
My life seems to be on the brink of all things new and exciting! But the past 6 years have been the hardest of my entire life...full of change, sadness, loss, and hardship. And I have suffered physically because of it....... OMG; this is so me!!!
And Redmarn; Hang in there, and please take some time out to take care of you - just you!!!
Good luck friends with all of your future endevors, and enjoy this roller-coaster,