I'm a Pisces, DOB 3/12/1992
She's a Gemini, DOB 6/10/1992
I started hanging out with this girl in October. Sometimes I feel like we're really close at this point. She tells me a lot about her personal life, and she's even told me things that she says she's never told anyone else. When we hang out alone, we always have fun and laugh. We do exchange I-love-yous and hug. Things are mostly great when we're alone. Sometimes--usually when we decide to take nap or something--she suddenly looks at me and starts to say something like "You're so..." and then she rolls over and mumbles the last bit. I ask, "huh?" or "what?" but she just says "nevermind." I never press.
When we run into each other in public--usually at parties--she often acts like we don't really know each other, or even as if she dislikes me. She mostly ignores my existence. I try and talk to her and she says a few words and finds a reason to walk away. Sometimes when she walks into a party and starts making the rounds, saying hello, she walks right past me like a stranger. But throughout the night I catch her glancing at me. Other times, she's super friendly with me and maybe even hits on me a little, kissing me on the cheek, sometimes sitting on my lap. If I'm smiling a lot, she says that she loves it when I smile and when I'm happy. Once she even kissed me on lips real quick. I asked her about it and she said that it was because she was drunk, and that she felt bad that I may have thought otherwise, but then she said "BUT you're the only person I've kissed because I was drunk in a long time, so idk what that's about." I didn't really know what to make of it.
So needless to say, I'M CONFUSED, and I'm very hurt by the way she sometimes pretends I'm not there. What's going on?