wow your living my life. I know how you feel my x came back into my life after 14 years (we have a daughter together) I had buried my feelings for him so deep down that when they came flooding back it turned into a flash flood. Anyway I just wanted you to know that your not alone. Here is some questions you need to ask yourself does he love you, does your love for him out weigh the love you have for your husband and how will all of this effect your other children (not to mention your son that you have with your x) only you can answer those and do what is right not only for yourself, but for your children. good luck I wish you all the happiness you find in whatever you choose
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RE: Married still love my ex
Need to find my way
My first love came back into my life after 14 years, we have a child together who never knew him. She does now and loves him deeply. here is a brief background. I met him the first time when I was 15 he was 14 (he is 37 and I'm almost 38) when he was 18 he went into the army came back started using drugs and drinking. He became addicted to both. I tried to support him and love him unconditionally until he became abusive and I found out I was pregnant. It took 7 months for me to leave and I did walking away leaving him behind.
I'm now married (12 years) and have been unhappy for many of those years. I married a man not because I loved him to the depths of my soul, but because he was safe, little did I know he would end up being critical and verbally abusive. I have now told my husband that I am not happy and don't really know if that will change.
When my ex contacted me to ask for forgiveness I told him that I had already had forgiven him. He is now clean and has been for the last 3 years. Our daughter and I were the last on his list to forgive.
Now brings me to my problem........ I love him, we are spiritually connected. I don't want to be without him. But I'm scared to love not only him, but anyone (except my children). I'm a Leo and he is a Gemini any advice.