wow.... that was...exceptionally wonderful. great advice with alot of thought and caring sentiments that i needed to read for myself. it brought tears . i have felt that way as this year has been totally bizarre....work,children,family and relationship wise. i would love to read more of your guiding inspirations as applied to my situation. its like im looking at things differently...and i have been a detail person (in the past/present) my birthday is 7-5-64 and my parttime guy of more than 9 years is 1-21-68 . we have alot of issues and he is reluctant to discuss them with me, its like that plain white t's song when everything is wrong we move along ...well i dont want to move along as i really love this guy even though i probably shouldnt. its so confusing but then again...... i have been fortunate in some aspects concerning love and relationships but i seem to do most of the giving...i get back but in different amounts and ways which is okay...sometimes it doesnt seem fair. i guess i can do alot on alittle if that makes sense. all i ever wanted was someone to love and appreciate me for me and to meet me halfway in a real relationship . im very independant,sometimes controlling, and opinionated...but i get taken advantage of or taken for granted alot of times . im not a door mat but sometimes i am too understanding and possibly gullible as i found out recently. i still look for the good in people. anyways i will look forward to your comments on the blog . thank you.
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hi ...well this is my first time on a blog. kind of weird and unusual as im not that computer literate. i read the blogs concerning cancer and can totally relate to the emotional ups and downs and not to mention the weird things that have been happening. it definitely has been an unusual 10 months !! i would like a reading if that is feasible. my birthdate is 7-5-64 and my parttime guy is 1-21-68.weve been seeing each other for over 9 years. i would like to know what i can expect to happen in the near future as well as any solutions to make this a more permanent relationship. we both have issues and he is not as open to discussing them as i am . i love him even though i probably shouldnt due to the extenuating circumstances. i guess you could use the plain white t's song when everything is wrong you move along...i dont want to move along becausei feel that he is the one even though things are not at the most favourable at this time and it will take awhile to get there.