I desperately need some kind of answer or message from my daughter and/or my mother. My daughter passed 9/15/01 and my mother passed 7/22/08. If anyone could help, it would be deeply appreciated. I need closure please. Thank you!
I just read your post,You sounded like I was reading about myself! WOW! I am also a Leo,
for as long as I can remember I always felt different, not in a special way, just different. It's really hard to explain but I think you know what I'm talking about. I quit talking about some things to people because I think it kinda freaks some of them out or they think I'm a nut. Also, I have found that alot of people are afraid and don't want to think or talk about it. So, I keep alot of things to myself now. I don't really know how or when I first noticed it but, sometimes I just "Know" something. It's not a vision or a voice or anything like that. And I can't control when it happens, it's like all of a sudden I just "Know". It can even be something that happened in the past that I didn't really give a second thought to at the time and it makes me think back to that exact moment and I "Know". Like I knew my daughter was dying on the day she died before I even knew she had been careflighted to the hospital in a coma. I was on the internet looking for a sympathy card to send to my boyfriend's mother, her husband had just passed away on 9/11.
This was in the early morning (about 5a.m) on the 15th, anyway I suddenly found myself writting down a poem and crying as I was writting it that I found on the internet about a child that had passed and was telling her parents "Don't grieve for me, to walk on this earth was not meant to be" which in the first place, I always used my printer but for some odd reason I wrote it down in a notebook and was thinking of my daughter as I was crying. Afterwards, I set it aside. Then about 6 or 7 hours later I got the phone call that she had been careflighted to the hospital. As I ran out the door, I grabbed the notebook and took it with me without even realizing what I was doing. She passed away that same night, then I realized I had that poem in my hands. I ended up using that poem on her little card at her funeral. I lost her and a grandchild that day, she had just found out 2 days earlier that she was pregnant. That has been 8 years ago, I feel the presense of her "son" with me alot and I have even seen his image. Also a woman I met through a prayer message when my mother was diagnosed with cancer (she is psychic) she told me that a small child walks with me and to say hello. She knew nothing of my daughter and her child. Anyway, what I'm trying to say is. I am so glad to know that you are here. I'm not the only one that "knows things" and even though "I" know I'm not crazy, sometimes I do start to wonder about myself. Does that make any sense ??