I have recenty got back in touch with a friend from high school. We have had our share of times back then..it was about 11 to 12 years ago. He is a cancer bday is 07-18-80 and i was wondering if I should keep connecting with him or should I just leave it alone. I did have something for him around that time but i dont want to rely on old feelings if its not worth anything. My bday is 8-20-82 can someone give me insight on what I should do if anything at all....thanks
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Curious about numbers
I am curious about the number 2 after watching the video called dear hans. I keep seeing the number 2 repeated on the clock and even calendar. I woke up this am at 222 and couldnt go back to sleep. I see other numbers as well such as the number one and the dream I had before waking up at 222 there was a check addressed to me in the amount of 4444. I am confused by the numbers and would like some insight on them. not only am I confused but curious. My bday is 8-20-82 so as you can see number 2 is in that. I was once told my life opath number is a 1. can anyone share with me what they know about numbers
RE: New Member Welcome!
Hi i am new to this forum but not the site. I had a profile on here before but I didnt remeber my password so I had to do a new one. I like learning new things about who I am and receiving insight on how to make things better. Hopefully I can learn more and maybe even help out sometimes. Thanks everyone have a good day
RE: Need help with a recent dream!!!!
Beanic this has helped out alot. I am just confused about the person trying to steer me in the wrong direction. Knowing this I have been on the lookout and its kind of driving me crazy. i dont deal with many people because of what I see in them.
WOW!!! is all I can say right now.I laughed because you got me down to a tee. I am well guarded of my feelings because of being hurt so many times when I did let people in on who I was and how I was feeling at the time. I have had people recently use me for "what" I have in me. Its hard to trust people when their words are differnet from their actions or what I see in them so it makes it easier for me to guard my feelings. Now I never knew I was using others to gain something from them or maybe I just wasnt trying to see it that way. As I think on it now maybe that is what I was doing because alot of those people had so much within them that I didnt like but dealt with because of who they were. Its been hard for me because of growing up feeling like I didnt exist almost like an alien. I always felt different from everyone else. I saved this so that I could go back often to read this so that I can start changing who I have been into who it is I want to be. I have been doing that recently because I didnt feel like I could be myself and that was causing a tremendous burden on me. Its hard to be around people who cant accept you for you because it doesnt fit in with who they are or pretend to be. Thanks alot for the reading. I greatly appreciate it. I am still confused about somethings but I am work in progress.Lol
I have recently found out that the guy that I have been into is with another girl...well actually I dont know if he is with her but when I went onto facebook two days ago a status that he posted up was on my page and this girl commented and then he commented. It was other comments but the only ones that showed was his and hers. Now the comments had me feeling crazy so I tried to forget about it until I saw another comment under what he said to her. i then started to feel like everything he said to me was a lie and I felt betrayed. I had and still have feelings for him because I allowed him into my heart and life at a time that was very rough for me.
I actually want to know if there is something blocking me from experiencing love. I have found myslef getting hurt many times to the point of wanting to give up on being with anyone. I have been trying to understand whats going on and I truly believe that everything in life happens for a reason. I have had many things shown to me thats why I feel this way. I want to know why did he come into my life when he did and why couldnt he be honest with me about what he wanted from me and with me. He is a cancer. July 21, 1981.
Need help with a recent dream!!!!
I had a dream earlier today(10/6/2010) that kind of scared me but didnt at the same time. I had a dream that I bought my kids a game that if you sprayed a potion on the animals they would come to life. I was also given another potion that if sprayed on the animals it would make them back into game pieces....well the first potion was sprayed on a green snake. When I saw the snake I jumped on the countertop in my kitchen and asked someone to come get it. My son who is 5 came in and picked up the snake and I told him to put it down and he told me no I am playing with it. I told him this three times and each time he said no, so I picked up the broom and smacked it out of his hands. My son became upset and left out the kitchen. I called out to my oldest daughter to spray the second potion on it and when she did it made the snake go crazy. I asked her where the snake went to and she said under the cabinets and now its going up the wall. The snake was trying to get to me on the counter. I jumped off the counter and tried to spray it again but the potion(or whatever its called) did not work. I ran outside and my oldest daughter picked it up I told her to trhow it outside away from the house. Instead of her doing that she throws it across the hall to my neighbors door. I fussed and asked her why would she do that knowing I was on my way down the stairs. The stairs in my building have a metal banister around it but plenty of spaces for something to crawl thru it. Well by the time I got to the fifth step the snake was coming to the opening but before it could get to meI woke up. I am confused by the meaning of this dream. At first I wasnt but a neighbor said it meant that it was a "snake" around me. That made me think alot on this. Can someone help me to better understand this or is this just a crazy dream. I am afraid of snakes, had a bad incident with one when I was younger.