Miss Beth and Captain, Thank you so very much! What you both have said is so true and Captain you are right on about me trying to do and be everything for everyone. I am working on all that now. I am also working on releasing the negative thoughts and fears. The words you both wrote mean a great deal to me and I will probably keep coming back to them from time to time until I get myself trained to "let go and Let God." Thank you both again so very much!